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TRUE STORYIn a way what I’m about to postjust another of my ways to cometo grips with myself, my past andwho I’ve become from it forgood or bad. Though for manyyears I’ve kept much of my pasthidden and secret, as I’ve cometo accept myself have this urge toshare more and more.Though not the point of the storyyet having relevance, from a veryyoung age being the only c***dand stuck with a father whoquite simply had decided sincemy also young mother had runoff when I was born, that Iclearly was her replacement. Asyou can imagine it was a ratherterrible time for me. forced toserve him in all ways, it really all Ihad ever known. It not really anoption and there would be nohelp coming till I could get out onmy own.Being a very rural community inthe Southern U.S., those that didknow of us for the most partshunned us. My father a drunk(which at times was a savinggrace when he’d pass out), andus considered white trash sosimply left to our means. Theworst part perhaps being I hadno one to turn to not even to justsimply be around others. As youcan imagine no other parentswould want their c***drenaround me, and adults knowingmuch of what was happeningconsidered me I suppose toalready be a lost cause. Add tothat either us so poor or myfather’s perverse ways, most ofthe time I was kept nakedaround the farm. So it was justhim and I.There was one saving gracehowever, unfortunately just astwisted I suppose as the rest ofthe situation. That being thecomfort I found via Buck myfathers hound. Now before Icontinue know that thoughthings changed eventually, Buckhad always comforted me whensobbing away, or hurt from thatdays beatings. So though thingseventually turned I believe withall my heart his was always in theright place.The day things changed hadbeen a rough one. My fatherdrunk as usual was unfortunatelynot drunk enough. What startedout as one of his usual ravings,quickly as was often the caseended up with his cock in mymouth and even at this youngage had learned not to resist.Now the day could of turned outone of three ways, even thoughjust a c***d I had learned to somedegree how to manipulate thisman. So when his insults fethiye escort turnedto a slap, and then an undoing ofhis belt, I knew if I made himcum hard enough the whole daymight be over.Unfortunately it was not to be. Hehad not drunk enough so thatmeant there would be more tocome. The second way it could ofturned out was he’d leave for abit, then most likely come backvery drunk where it would simplybe a repeat of the morning. Sadly,it was not to be that way eitherleaving the only other option ofthese sorts of days. That being tohave to endure him fucking me,and there was nothing enjoyableabout it his 6’+ frame over myown of maybe 3’.Done with me I suppose and offto do whatever he did when notat home, I was quite simply leftlaying there legs spread wideand hurting bad enough I didn’twant to close them. Now onmost days like this, Buck wouldof simply jumped up on the bedand laid his head on my belly. Yetthis day be it my pose, orperhaps the cum flowing fromme, Buck instead did somethinghe had never done before thatbeing to quite simply walk upbetween my thighs and startbathing me. It startled me to besure, yet though I guess reflexhaving learned not to resist anycontact I froze instead with Buckjust lapping away at my cunnie.As you can imagine I really didn’twant anything touching methere. Yet as he continued Ibegan to relax, and soon thetension of being touched whereI didn’t want to be turned tosoothing comfort. This was anew sensation to me, touch notharsh and brutal, and though myfather had made me service himin all ways, I had never felt hismouth on me ever let alone begentle and comforting. Now Ididn’t cum, in fact at this point inmy life I had never even had anorgasm, yet by the time it wasdone Buck as usual jumping upand cuddling I had discoveredthe first and only soothing I hadever experienced, and it wouldset a tone for much of myremaining days there.My routine had suddenlychanged. What had once been avery lonely existence, devoid ofany caring contact found menow seeking it out. To me initiallythere was nothing sexual aboutit. Quite simply comfort, andsomething to look forward to.Now when escort fethiye my father wasaround, maybe Buck moreintuitive then I, he’d keep hisdistance from me. Yet when we’dgo into the fields, barn or downby the creek, and always whenmy father wasn’t home it wouldalways start the same. A nuzzlehere, or a lick there, Buck quiteoften taking to bathing my bodyfully I quickly gaining a penchantfor having my armpits, bottomand especially my feet bathed. Tome there was nothing sexualabout it, yet in time I found thesoothing licks and bathing of mycunt brought on new sensations,and these most definitely sexualas after about a couple weeks ofthis I experienced my firstorgasm.I’ll never forget the day, up earlyas always fetched my father hisbottle him leaving me alone toohung over from his night before,and quickly made my way out todown by the creek where he’dnever go naturally Buck in tow.Though embarrassing now tothink how ridiculous I must oflooked, like always when alone ittook me all of two seconds toflop on my back and put my feetup in the air for Buck to bathe.After a short while as usual, mylegs went down and I patted mycunnie signaling Buck to lickthere, and with his usualattentions it began, yet todaythings would change. Quickly Inoted a churning feeling in mybelly. My thighs and chest beganto tingle, and a feeling ofsomething was happening yetthough it scared me I didn’t wantit to stop. It didn’t take long, myback arching a little as I shookand trembled, Buck justcontinuing to lap away till Ipulled my legs together him thenas always laying his head on mybelly.That day alone I guess I must ofcum maybe 4 times. It was new,felt obviously good, yet really Ithink more it simply felt likesomething that was just mine.Quickly my body I guess began tochange. Daily I’d wake up with abuzzy feeling in my gut andcunnie. Soon I also began tonotice I had started becomingwhet, and that whetness seemedto be almost constant and rathercopious what I guess was mybodies new found defensemechanism from my fathersattentions. That almost constantwhetness seemed to help a LOTwhen my father decided onfucking me rather then fethiye escort bayan one ofhis more usual demands for ablowjob or hand job. It made itall so much less painful, though itseemed to anger him to no endhim even making me wipe myselfoff before hand, there was nostopping the flood now that ithad been started.What it did however do pastmaking life a bit easier, wasinform me that it was a sexualthing. It coming from there, itaiding in my fathers ****s, and Iguess to a great degree I alsorealized in how when I thoughtof Buck licking me, how it wouldsimply flood out of me often to apoint I was dripping Buck alsoseeming especially excited by it,and naturally doing all he couldto lap it up.The final piece to the puzzle Isuppose as to discovering all thisto be sexual (not having put thatterm to it with my father or bucktill much older), came the dayBuck and I were in our hidingplace in the barn. Having alreadycum a couple times andrecuperating, Buck had shifted toover me as he bathed the sweatfrom the heat of the day and myorgasms off my body. Perhapsjust the first time I paid attention,yet I found myself lookingstraight up at his cock and ballsthe tip out of the sheath maybean inch and dripping slightly. Nodoubt it being bright redcatching my eye, yet knowingwhat they were used for due tomy father, it suddenly struck methat Buck was male, and havingknown when my fathers cockwas swollen and oozing (withprecum), knew what a malewanted done with it.I’m not sure if it was just habit,or maybe a sense of obligationas I doubt it was a sexual desire,yet when I saw the tip of Buckscock I simply knew what I waseither supposed to do or neededto, and raised up my head andlicked the red tip. Buck froze yethe did not move away, raising uphigher I tilted my head back, andas soon as my hand reached forhis cock gripping it Buck beganto thrust his hips. Almostinstantly I could taste his precumflowing, MUCH more then myfathers ever had. Yet I simplysucked and stroked away thoughBuck did most of the work theposition so awkward, and in avery short time I had a mouth fullof Bucks cum. No doubt justhabit I swallowed it down, Buckquickly stepping off me yet unlikethe usual slap or vile words ofcunt, whore, or half-breed I ‘dget from my father, I instead wasmet with what seemed to me tobe thankful licks to my face, andthe tide had shifted in ourrelationship.

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